Grandma’s old stuff is always fun to go through, the idea of holding
history in your hands! Grandma is the old lady who lives down the
street, we aren’t really related, however, she never had any children so
I’m her granddaughter.
I walked over to Grandma’s house an hour before lunch, she likes baking
before lunch. Inside was like a whole world compacted into a single
house. Artifacts from all over the world sat, carefully placed, on
dressers and shelves. Native American, Old French, Chinese, and some
other culture I couldn’t place. It always smelled of cookies and banana
nut bread, not that ‘old people smell people relate with the smell of
strong powders and too much perfume. I walked down the front hall very
slowly admiring the pictures, like I had done each time I came over.
“Grandma?” I called out, standing still so I could listen for her silent
shuffling feet. My eyes caressed the wall where pictures of Grandma as a
woman, maybe in her mid-thirties.
Nothing.
“Emmy?” My voice rang out, ”It’s Chess, where are you?” I shouted as I
passed through the house, circling through the kitchen into the living
room and onto the little library, that was part of a little sunroom. I
hastened my pace as I neared the kitchen for a second time, then stopped
and looked around just in case.
And I found it.
Dear Chess,
I’ve stepped out for another adventure! You can look around the attic
while I’m gone, if you get bored.
See you Soon!
With Love your Emmy
It was written on a torn piece of paper, and curiosity got the best of me so I looked on the back.
"9-4-38 Kristy"
A simple date and that’s all that it said.
“The attic!” I exclaimed, feeling more and more ridiculous, “Right.”
Emmy usually gave me little history lessons when I came over. The attic
was where we had our discussions because it was full of Grandma’s
possessions, full but not organized. “9-4-38” I muttered, thinking of
what I knew of 1938. I repeated the date out loud, thinking over and
over. “Grandma…was in New York around then.” I stated my conclusion, as
the attic door clicked open. I crossed the room and opened the window
seat Grandma kept her childhood trinkets, toys and journals.
Inside the compartmented seat was a box labeled ‘Storm ‘38’, I opened
the box and found it full of pictures, letters, articles from old
newspapers, and at the very bottom was a beige journal with the name
Emmy embroidered on the top right corner. The weight was more than it
would have appeared to be. It’s pages were weather damaged and faded in
some areas.
I opened the cover and began to read the words and thoughts of a younger
Emmy. Most were records of sunny days and happy times at the beach, or
written memories of Emmy’s life in the northern coast. I flipped and
read through with a thirst until I reached my lesson for the day.
September 4, 1938.
I stopped. My thirst for the past not quenched but I just couldn’t
continue with the fire I had had. Maybe it was the blotches of ink on
the page that made me realize that Emmy had been crying when she wrote
this entry. But I read on.
-
Dear Diary,
Rivers of water now rule the streets, while the tears and distress overcome us all.
The day woke with normality, a typical rainstorm brewed in the dawn to
caress the Earth through the day. The fishermen left with unease even
though the winds were fierce and powerful but were on their side, and
the rains angered and fought with the sea. A hurricane was in our midst.
No one dared to brave the roads and those who had woken with unease
left in the early morning, leaving streets partially abandoned.
Kristy and I sat on the couch looking out of the windows from a
distance. Watching trees dance in the winds, being soaked with rain,
shaking in the cold. I held on to Kristy, as if the wind would break in
to our home and steal her away from me. Meanwhile, Mum and Dad paced the
hallway trying to think of the safest thing to do.
Minutes passed, that felt more like eons, but no change of good came.
Instead the roads and alleyways flooded pulling out the abandoned toys
of the neighborhood. Nicholas’ bike was pulled down to the roaring bay
and David’s new baseball bat floated on the churning waves. About an
hour later the water began to spill into the house, creeping like a lion
stalking its prey. I pulled Kristy up off the couch and ran upstairs to
hide, while Mum and Dad attempted to secure all of the windows and
doors.
There was a shutting sound from across the hall where Mum had gone, then
a shatter of glass. I told Kristy to stay there and ran to the other
room. Dad beat me there, but couldn’t keep what had happened. Mum was
gone. The window was smashed to pieces and the old shutters were
flapping madly in the wind. Dad ushered me out of the room, but there
was no point because I was running across the hall, back to Kristy. I
just held onto her, fighting the threatening tears and shaking my head
when she asked where our mother was.
There were loud whistles, thuds, and slashes, and as the storm continued
the house shook a few times. With each thud Kristy screamed out with
fear, and with every time the house shook she cried into my shoulder.
We stayed huddled in the bathroom for hours and the thuds finally
stopped as well as the house’s shaking but the rain poured down still
and the wind howled. We got thirsty and hungry as the day struggled
along, so we drank water from the faucet in the bathroom and ate
peppermints we found in Dad’s coat pockets. Later we heard screams from
outside, I held onto Kristy, and Dad went across the hall to find out
what was happening. Tommy and three year old May were floating down the
flooded street on an old sled. Dad had come back to tell me about them
being in trouble and then went to go help them. We waited, but Dad
didn’t come back and there were no shouts or cries for help.
I told Kristy I was going to go get pillows, however Kristy disagreed
and I couldn’t argue with why. Last time someone went off alone they
didn’t come back. So we went together, quickly, to our bedroom and
grabbed some pillows and blankets and snuck around for some candles and
returned to the bathroom. As the day passed Kristy began to fall asleep
and I just sat there against the wall holding her.
-
My vision blurred as the entry came to an end, or at least that’s when I
noticed it. I thought I knew a lot about Emmy, and I couldn’t describe
how it felt knowing that my entire conception of her was completely off
base. She was still the only woman I knew to have traveled all over the
world, acted as a nurse in over sea wars and still come home and lived a
life of adventure. She is the bravest woman I have ever known and even
though she is no young dancer anymore she is still beautiful. The diary
doesn’t change who I know her to be only made what I knew of her more
astounding.
I looked at the next page; it had the consecutive day but was written in
the same pen and splashed with tears and smeared in dirt as the
previous entry. So I picked up on that day Emmy had taken the pain
inflicting time to write down.
-
The next day it was sunny, Kristy and I stayed side by side the whole
time as we ventured the ruins of our house. It was a mess, I went to the
stairs, Kristy holding my side, and looked at the flooded downstairs.
Thankfully the water only went passed the first step. I piggybacked my
little sister to the kitchen and found some apples that had survived and
avoided the polluted water. We ate while sitting on the counter tops,
in silence. When Kristy was full we went back upstairs and changed into
clean clothes and drier shoes.
The house was quiet but a little after lunch Kristy heard shouts outside.
-
I stopped reading, again, and looked at the pictures that were bundled
together with ancient rubber bands. The first picture was taken from,
what I guessed was, an attic showing the destruction of a neighborhood; a
rocking chair floated close to the edge of the picture. Then a house,
flooded with polluted muddy water. The pictures all seemed the same,
until the last one. A girl sat wrapped in a towel with a pained, grim
look on her face. Her hair was soaked but you could still see the curls
her hair had, her cheeks had patches of mud caked to her skin and you
could see the paths tears had eroded into the dried dirt. But what
caught my eye was the little doll she held in her stiff hands. It was
small, a perfect little girl with red curls and a cherry smile holding
an even smaller teddy bear.
I looked back in the window seat, a funny feeling tickling my memory.
There, at the bottom, was the doll from the picture. Gingerly I picked
up the tender doll with both hands, careful not to damage it in anyway.
Its dusty skin had patches of mud on the bottom of the dolls skirt. I
briskly dusted the excess layer of ‘skin’ off the doll and watched it
crumble into a fine sediment as it fell to the floor.
Setting the doll down I looked back into the hidden chest. Newspapers
and picture frames still littered the floor. I picked up the top paper
reading the headlines YOUNG GIRL ORPHANED and below the bold print was a
picture of the little girl the same girl in the other picture, holding
the doll. Only she was with people, a woman dressed in a flowing dress
and caring smile, a man in shorts and a loose button up shirt, and
another little girl in a polka dot dress. The orphaned girl was wearing a
solid coloured dress and a hat; she was smiling and hugging the younger
girl.
I picked the journal up once more, turned the page to the next entry,
not bothering to finish the one I started, and began to read what
happened next.
-
The doll fell out of the boat and Kristy cried out, yelling “save my
dolly”, but before waiting she dived into the river, like we do when we
go to the pool. But the river was only three feet deep at best. I yelled
for Kristy not to jump but I was too late and she was determined to
save the last things our parents had given her. Kristy hit her head,
receiving a concussion. I rushed over to her and got her into the boat,
and ducked under the water for the doll. I gave Kristy the doll and
noticed her breathing was weird, so I pulled the boat as fast as I could
trying to find someone, anyone so Kristy could get help. When I managed
to get the little raft to the end of the street Kristy wasn’t
breathing. She died before I managed to find anyone to help us.
-
I felt so connected to Emmy, through her story, I couldn’t keep reading.
Emmy had lost her entire family in one storm. Her mother lost through a
window, her father taken during a good deed and her sister under her
watch. She felt responsible for her sister’s death.
I heard a jingle of keys, downstairs.
“Chess?” an old voice called from the kitchen. Grandma. I sat the
journal down and took the doll from my lap and sat it down nest to the
journal; while I rushed down to see Grandma, as if the storm had been
yesterday.
“Yes? I’m here.” I said, noticing she had grocery bags I grabbed a few from her little wagon she was using. “How was your day?”
“Beautiful. The sun is shining, the birds are singing and we are all in good health,” she said with a smile.
I couldn’t help but smile back. Grandma Emmy had gone through so much and she looked at the brighter side of everything.
Later I looked up more information about the hurricane of 1938. Emmy had
survived a hard storm. When Emmy and I talked about what happened she
confessed that she felt responsible for the death of her little sister
and for not staying with her mother and calling out for her father to
stay closer to her like she wanted to do. But that she also lived as
much as she could. Not just for her, but for her little sister and her
deceased parents. Grandma was meteorologist for 20 years and she
specialized in hurricanes and tornadoes. As well as being an active
participant of a volunteer group that worked for natural disaster
preparedness and recovery.
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Daddy Has To Be A Soldier - Historical Fiction
“Come back daddy,” I remember my daughter telling me with her big, soft eyes pleading me.
I clearly remember looking her straight in the eyes and confidently saying, “I promise.”
Then, I gave her a big hug, and I left. I left her with my sister looking after her. I left to war. To the war that would end thousands of lives.
So here I am now. The date is exactly June 26, 1950. It is one day after the war between South Korea and North Korea had started. Thousands of other soldiers like me are standing right beside me, in an orderly line. The soft whispers of worry, and anxiety flows through the dry, cracked lips from soldier to soldier. But I stay quiet, not wanting to say anything. The rhythmic beat of the feet shuffling are inevitably loud. With every step, clouds of dust are flying everywhere, causing soldiers to cough.
My once shiny black boots are being spoiled by the dirty brown dust. It is now coated in mud and dirt. But my green cotton trouser and shirt are immaculate. But in the hot, scorching sun above, my cotton uniform is causing me to sweat. There is no breeze of air, and it is extremely humid. Straight ahead of me, I can see heat waves, waving up and down. I desperately need water, but I am too afraid to ask my general to give me water. The trees to the side do not wave back and forth, but instead, they stand perfectly still. The grass is turning yellow, and mosquitoes are eating us alive.
My brown helmet is shielding my head and my long black hair. Sweat slowly trickles down my short, stubby face, and my big, clumsy hands are clamped onto my gun.
I hold my gun straight against my chest, as I march. I had never held a gun before. To be honest, I am quite afraid to be holding this gun at the moment. I remember when my general handed me this gun. I was almost afraid to accept it.
“Do you know where we are going?” suddenly asks one of the soldiers next to me.
I look over at him, and he is sweating bucket full’s of water. He has a worried expression to his face, and he looks as if he is going to faint in any moment. But for some odd reason, his eyes are twinkling, as if he is excited for something. “No,” I respond. “I’ve got no clue where we are going,” I say truthfully.
“Okay,” he simply replies.
Straight ahead of me, I see some armored tanks and cars. They are strolling along in search of any danger. The grey, suffocating steam bubbles out of the back, and rise into the perfect blue sky.
“Where are the North Koreans?” asks the same soldier beside me.
“I don’t know,” I reply with the same answer.
“This is going to be so much fun. I’ve never used a gun before, and I finally get to use one now. This is such an exciting adventure,” he says, with his eyes gleaming with excitement.
I look over at him, and I think that he is crazy. How can war be so much fun? In a way, I wish that I am as excited as he is. I wouldn’t have the fear and the nervousness inside me. I wish that I can pretend that this is all an exciting adventure as well. But I can’t. I’m not that type of person. My tame, quiet personality doesn’t allow me to even think and pretend that sort of way.
I look at my watch and the two arrows point at exactly 12:00. We are still walking down this lonely, dirty path. It is soon lunch time. I can feel blisters start to form underneath my feet. They hurt, and I try to walk on the sides of my feet, so I can avoid popping the blisters.
Suddenly, a loud roar coming from every side deafens my ear. Through the entire deafening rumble, I hear what sounds like a whisper, “Down! Down! Down!”
Obediently, I collapse to the ground. My heart beats so fast, that it feels like it’s all the way up my throat, and sweat quickly rolls down the side of my face. I place my arms over my head, and I try to regain my focus. Through all of the madness, I realize that all of the loud noises are the sounds of the gunshots ripping through the air. With every gunshot, my hands tremble with my gun.
Through all of the gunshots, I can still hear the loud shrieks of the soldiers that are getting shot at the moment. All around me, I see soldiers falling down onto the ground, with big red stains on their chests. I frantically look around my surroundings, and I can’t help but feel my stomach feel oozy. My stomach hurts, and my ears are deafened.
Everywhere I see, I see grenades being thrown. Soon after, those grenades rock the ground beneath me, causing me to quiver even more. The grenade blows up a deep hole into the earth, and couple of men shoots up into the air, with blood splattering out of their bodies.
I look away, horrified at what I’m experiencing. Beside me, I see the young soldier who had just conversed with me a while ago. His face is smiling with excitement, and he shoots his gun like a mad man. He shouts in delight.
The sky is being replaced with dark, thick clouds, darkening the battlefield. All of the mosquitoes have flown away, for they don’t want to be caught in this war as well.
Suddenly, I realize what a coward I am. I can barely stand up and use my gun. All around me soldiers are dying, but here I am huddled up, protecting myself from all of the madness and evil. Why did I even sign up to fight in this war? Was it because I was so patriotic for my country? Was it because I didn’t want my country to become communist?
I don’t want to be in this war. I want to feel the warmth of my daughter in my arms, and I want to protect her. My heart’s racing, but no matter how much I regret signing up for this war, I have to help fight for my country now. There is no backing out now. I signed up, and I am a man of integrity.
So I stand up, with my legs trembling with everlasting fear. With my legs shaking, I try to balance myself, and focus on the enemy. Through all of the madness, I spot a North Korean. He has his back faced towards me, and it’s a clear shot for me.
I lift my gun, and I focus on my victim. My fingers are placed on the trigger, but I can’t shoot. I can’t help myself to shoot him. If I shoot him, I am no different from everyone else here.
As I stand there with my fingers trembling on the trigger, I think to myself. Is war the real answer to any conflict? Why is violence the solution to everything? Why can’t we just talk everything out? Mankind has become so violent and evil. Is it so hard to love everyone and treat everyone like our brothe… “AHHH!” I yell out in pain.
Suddenly, I feel a sharp pain in my leg. I collapse onto the ground, and everything is dizzy. My leg goes numb, and I start seeing things. I still see the soldiers shooting, and I can still hear the loud rumbles of the war, but something is different. I can’t put any pressure on my left leg, and I topple onto the ground.
My head is suddenly light, and then I feel the pain in my leg. The numbness disappears, and excruciating pain takes its spot. My leg throbs, and I beg for help, shrieking as loud as I can. But my shouts are not heard through the madness. Why can’t anyone hear me? Why can’t anyone help me? I wave my arms back and forth, but no response comes forth. I sit there stranded. I feel isolated, and I suddenly feel lonely.
I look down at my leg, and I see the red stain growing bigger and bigger. Finally, my trouser and shirt are dirty. It wasn’t dirty before, but it is now…
Then, I see drips of blood falling onto the dirty ground. Drip, drip, drip. Oh no, I think. It can’t be. I place my hands on the side of my neck, and all I see is a puddle of thick red blood glued onto the palm of my hands. There is no pain, for I am dazed. I just sit there while the war continues. The throbbing in my leg continues, and the bleeding from my neck continues.
Then out of nowhere, a soldier collapses onto the ground, right beside me. His chest is stained with the blood. With the energy that I have, I look over at him and I realize that it is the soldier that had just conversed with me before all of this insanity. His eyes are cold, and he touches my arm, wanting my help. I just sit there, staring at him. I watch his slow, painful death. His hands are icy cold and his face is white. He tries to talk, but nothing comes out of his bloody lips.
Soon afterwards, the soldier dangles in my weak arms. His cold eyes stare at the grey sky above us. He doesn’t move. He doesn’t talk. The bleeding stops.
I look at him, and I whisper, “Is this what you wanted? Was this that fun?”
He doesn’t respond. I know why he doesn’t respond.
As every second passes by, I am losing more blood from my neck. With every second, I start to feel dizzier and dizzier. Soon, my vision starts to fuzz up and I know that I am becoming blind. My body aches, and my ears hurt from all of the traffic around me. I let go of the soldier. I feel like staying here. I feel like dying too. I want to give up too. But just as that thought passes through my mind, I see my daughter standing right beside me. Her bright white dress illuminates everything around me and her glowing eyes makes me want to smile. But she has a worried look on her face. With her outstretched arms, she says, “Come back daddy.”
I look at her, and I can barely force the two simple words out of my mouth. With struggle, I painfully force out, “I promise.” Then suddenly, she disappears. I frantically look for her, but she’s gone.
Soon, it feels like there’s hope again. I can’t die. Not when I had promised my daughter that I would come back.
Suddenly, I try to focus onto something with my blurry vision. That something gets closer to me. I look at his uniform, and a red cross is taped onto his shirt.
“You’re going to be fine,” says the gentleman with the red cross on his shirt. “You’re in good hands…I promise.”
I clearly remember looking her straight in the eyes and confidently saying, “I promise.”
Then, I gave her a big hug, and I left. I left her with my sister looking after her. I left to war. To the war that would end thousands of lives.
So here I am now. The date is exactly June 26, 1950. It is one day after the war between South Korea and North Korea had started. Thousands of other soldiers like me are standing right beside me, in an orderly line. The soft whispers of worry, and anxiety flows through the dry, cracked lips from soldier to soldier. But I stay quiet, not wanting to say anything. The rhythmic beat of the feet shuffling are inevitably loud. With every step, clouds of dust are flying everywhere, causing soldiers to cough.
My once shiny black boots are being spoiled by the dirty brown dust. It is now coated in mud and dirt. But my green cotton trouser and shirt are immaculate. But in the hot, scorching sun above, my cotton uniform is causing me to sweat. There is no breeze of air, and it is extremely humid. Straight ahead of me, I can see heat waves, waving up and down. I desperately need water, but I am too afraid to ask my general to give me water. The trees to the side do not wave back and forth, but instead, they stand perfectly still. The grass is turning yellow, and mosquitoes are eating us alive.
My brown helmet is shielding my head and my long black hair. Sweat slowly trickles down my short, stubby face, and my big, clumsy hands are clamped onto my gun.
I hold my gun straight against my chest, as I march. I had never held a gun before. To be honest, I am quite afraid to be holding this gun at the moment. I remember when my general handed me this gun. I was almost afraid to accept it.
“Do you know where we are going?” suddenly asks one of the soldiers next to me.
I look over at him, and he is sweating bucket full’s of water. He has a worried expression to his face, and he looks as if he is going to faint in any moment. But for some odd reason, his eyes are twinkling, as if he is excited for something. “No,” I respond. “I’ve got no clue where we are going,” I say truthfully.
“Okay,” he simply replies.
Straight ahead of me, I see some armored tanks and cars. They are strolling along in search of any danger. The grey, suffocating steam bubbles out of the back, and rise into the perfect blue sky.
“Where are the North Koreans?” asks the same soldier beside me.
“I don’t know,” I reply with the same answer.
“This is going to be so much fun. I’ve never used a gun before, and I finally get to use one now. This is such an exciting adventure,” he says, with his eyes gleaming with excitement.
I look over at him, and I think that he is crazy. How can war be so much fun? In a way, I wish that I am as excited as he is. I wouldn’t have the fear and the nervousness inside me. I wish that I can pretend that this is all an exciting adventure as well. But I can’t. I’m not that type of person. My tame, quiet personality doesn’t allow me to even think and pretend that sort of way.
I look at my watch and the two arrows point at exactly 12:00. We are still walking down this lonely, dirty path. It is soon lunch time. I can feel blisters start to form underneath my feet. They hurt, and I try to walk on the sides of my feet, so I can avoid popping the blisters.
Suddenly, a loud roar coming from every side deafens my ear. Through the entire deafening rumble, I hear what sounds like a whisper, “Down! Down! Down!”
Obediently, I collapse to the ground. My heart beats so fast, that it feels like it’s all the way up my throat, and sweat quickly rolls down the side of my face. I place my arms over my head, and I try to regain my focus. Through all of the madness, I realize that all of the loud noises are the sounds of the gunshots ripping through the air. With every gunshot, my hands tremble with my gun.
Through all of the gunshots, I can still hear the loud shrieks of the soldiers that are getting shot at the moment. All around me, I see soldiers falling down onto the ground, with big red stains on their chests. I frantically look around my surroundings, and I can’t help but feel my stomach feel oozy. My stomach hurts, and my ears are deafened.
Everywhere I see, I see grenades being thrown. Soon after, those grenades rock the ground beneath me, causing me to quiver even more. The grenade blows up a deep hole into the earth, and couple of men shoots up into the air, with blood splattering out of their bodies.
I look away, horrified at what I’m experiencing. Beside me, I see the young soldier who had just conversed with me a while ago. His face is smiling with excitement, and he shoots his gun like a mad man. He shouts in delight.
The sky is being replaced with dark, thick clouds, darkening the battlefield. All of the mosquitoes have flown away, for they don’t want to be caught in this war as well.
Suddenly, I realize what a coward I am. I can barely stand up and use my gun. All around me soldiers are dying, but here I am huddled up, protecting myself from all of the madness and evil. Why did I even sign up to fight in this war? Was it because I was so patriotic for my country? Was it because I didn’t want my country to become communist?
I don’t want to be in this war. I want to feel the warmth of my daughter in my arms, and I want to protect her. My heart’s racing, but no matter how much I regret signing up for this war, I have to help fight for my country now. There is no backing out now. I signed up, and I am a man of integrity.
So I stand up, with my legs trembling with everlasting fear. With my legs shaking, I try to balance myself, and focus on the enemy. Through all of the madness, I spot a North Korean. He has his back faced towards me, and it’s a clear shot for me.
I lift my gun, and I focus on my victim. My fingers are placed on the trigger, but I can’t shoot. I can’t help myself to shoot him. If I shoot him, I am no different from everyone else here.
As I stand there with my fingers trembling on the trigger, I think to myself. Is war the real answer to any conflict? Why is violence the solution to everything? Why can’t we just talk everything out? Mankind has become so violent and evil. Is it so hard to love everyone and treat everyone like our brothe… “AHHH!” I yell out in pain.
Suddenly, I feel a sharp pain in my leg. I collapse onto the ground, and everything is dizzy. My leg goes numb, and I start seeing things. I still see the soldiers shooting, and I can still hear the loud rumbles of the war, but something is different. I can’t put any pressure on my left leg, and I topple onto the ground.
My head is suddenly light, and then I feel the pain in my leg. The numbness disappears, and excruciating pain takes its spot. My leg throbs, and I beg for help, shrieking as loud as I can. But my shouts are not heard through the madness. Why can’t anyone hear me? Why can’t anyone help me? I wave my arms back and forth, but no response comes forth. I sit there stranded. I feel isolated, and I suddenly feel lonely.
I look down at my leg, and I see the red stain growing bigger and bigger. Finally, my trouser and shirt are dirty. It wasn’t dirty before, but it is now…
Then, I see drips of blood falling onto the dirty ground. Drip, drip, drip. Oh no, I think. It can’t be. I place my hands on the side of my neck, and all I see is a puddle of thick red blood glued onto the palm of my hands. There is no pain, for I am dazed. I just sit there while the war continues. The throbbing in my leg continues, and the bleeding from my neck continues.
Then out of nowhere, a soldier collapses onto the ground, right beside me. His chest is stained with the blood. With the energy that I have, I look over at him and I realize that it is the soldier that had just conversed with me before all of this insanity. His eyes are cold, and he touches my arm, wanting my help. I just sit there, staring at him. I watch his slow, painful death. His hands are icy cold and his face is white. He tries to talk, but nothing comes out of his bloody lips.
Soon afterwards, the soldier dangles in my weak arms. His cold eyes stare at the grey sky above us. He doesn’t move. He doesn’t talk. The bleeding stops.
I look at him, and I whisper, “Is this what you wanted? Was this that fun?”
He doesn’t respond. I know why he doesn’t respond.
As every second passes by, I am losing more blood from my neck. With every second, I start to feel dizzier and dizzier. Soon, my vision starts to fuzz up and I know that I am becoming blind. My body aches, and my ears hurt from all of the traffic around me. I let go of the soldier. I feel like staying here. I feel like dying too. I want to give up too. But just as that thought passes through my mind, I see my daughter standing right beside me. Her bright white dress illuminates everything around me and her glowing eyes makes me want to smile. But she has a worried look on her face. With her outstretched arms, she says, “Come back daddy.”
I look at her, and I can barely force the two simple words out of my mouth. With struggle, I painfully force out, “I promise.” Then suddenly, she disappears. I frantically look for her, but she’s gone.
Soon, it feels like there’s hope again. I can’t die. Not when I had promised my daughter that I would come back.
Suddenly, I try to focus onto something with my blurry vision. That something gets closer to me. I look at his uniform, and a red cross is taped onto his shirt.
“You’re going to be fine,” says the gentleman with the red cross on his shirt. “You’re in good hands…I promise.”
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Hey :)
I'm Liv. I've never had a blog before and I'm afraid that we have grown quite attached. I like to write poems, take pictures and post about my boyfriend A LOT. He's an "artist" and at some points I've posted a link to his blog which you should have a look at. Recently I've dabbled in writing fiction so take a look and let me know how it's going.
Some of the poems I write need work, I know but any comments are much appreciated.
Grassy arse X
I'm Liv. I've never had a blog before and I'm afraid that we have grown quite attached. I like to write poems, take pictures and post about my boyfriend A LOT. He's an "artist" and at some points I've posted a link to his blog which you should have a look at. Recently I've dabbled in writing fiction so take a look and let me know how it's going.
Some of the poems I write need work, I know but any comments are much appreciated.
Grassy arse X